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canhasanameI suppose the first day of the new year is an appropriate time to make a first post. May as well get at least one in now before I forget I have an account here and never do it again.
But I suppose that's part of what I'm doing here. I'm trying NOT to forget. If there's anything I've learned in this past year, it's that I go through a lot more emotions than I realize. I've had quite a few ups and downs, taken a few leaps and a couple risks, been hurt, healed and hurt again. But I like to think that I've come out better for it. A little more independent, financially or otherwise, a little bit stronger and self assured. Generally happy overall but there's always room for improvement. I feel like keeping up with myself and recording all those bumps and bruises along the way might help with more self reflection in the next year and it might help me better myself a little more. Transcend into something different.
In the next year I'm hoping to do better. To get my life a little more in order. Work on some stability and a little more independence. Work on my emotions and try to reevaluate what it is I really want for myself. I have a very bad habit of bottling shit up and I feel like in this past year, doing that has been eating away at me little by little. So I'm hoping that keeping up with myself here will help me get back what I've lost.
I guess I'll see.
But I suppose that's part of what I'm doing here. I'm trying NOT to forget. If there's anything I've learned in this past year, it's that I go through a lot more emotions than I realize. I've had quite a few ups and downs, taken a few leaps and a couple risks, been hurt, healed and hurt again. But I like to think that I've come out better for it. A little more independent, financially or otherwise, a little bit stronger and self assured. Generally happy overall but there's always room for improvement. I feel like keeping up with myself and recording all those bumps and bruises along the way might help with more self reflection in the next year and it might help me better myself a little more. Transcend into something different.
In the next year I'm hoping to do better. To get my life a little more in order. Work on some stability and a little more independence. Work on my emotions and try to reevaluate what it is I really want for myself. I have a very bad habit of bottling shit up and I feel like in this past year, doing that has been eating away at me little by little. So I'm hoping that keeping up with myself here will help me get back what I've lost.
I guess I'll see.
